The heart feel so "messy" when think till here. Because the result of my coursework are not so well and dint match with what i expected. Felt so disappointed to have such marks in my coursework. Blaming myself why i dint put more effort in the midterm, why i dint put more effort in my assignment !! ERGHHH, WANNA CRY !! I should not get this result!!
Why am i getting such SUCK result after came in UTAR !!! Where is the girl that achieving her flying colours' accomplishment in KTAR ?? GONE?? Or HIDE?? Really feel so embarrassing with it !!
Thinking of why i came UTAR once again. I m not complaining , just confusing !! Why I just cant prove that my decision to come here is the right decision ?? Came kampung and be the kampung girl ady ?? funny thought!!
Feeling so sorry toward my parent and family. They sent me to UTAR just because they believe that I have the ability to continue study and give the proud results to let ppl see on behalf of them !!! SO ? what am I doing now?? get the suck result to pay their BELIEVE?! Really is useless girl! HATE myself start from now !!
KEEP QUIET toward everything that not related to me!! I should not put others prior to my STUDY !!!
p/s: ALL my fellow groupmates for assignment !! SORRY that our effort is not so good in getting good result !! Have the best try in our coming FINAL, all the best !!
